HOW LA???

Louis Vuitton INTERNATIONAL WALLET

Rs37000+ @Bangalore UB mall

RM2600 @ Pavillion

But pavillion dun hv the colour i wanttt TwT

BUY

or

NOT

JEKKKKKKKKKK

T____________________T

痴咗线

Medical student's life is

DRIVING

ME

MAD

but..

I

LIKE

GETTING

MAD

xD

I

SUDAH

MAD.

yeeepeeeeee

Lonely-NOT christmas =]

Evry1 is exchanging christmas presents on christmas eve!!

and so this is the one im gna giv out..

to YU KONG SIONG XD

since bought dis for him earlier

was meant to be his birthday present nx year

aiya nvm la

2 in 1

givin him during christmas

hehehhe

ehhh damn nice whey my wrapping

i feel like opening it myself and getting

excited to know wats inside xD

(oops syiok sendiri again~

hohoho~)
hope it'll be fun tmr la.

and am so gna get some breezers and beer.

Christmas without alcohols sucks XD

Ciaoz.

oh and am moving in to pratham's 402 =]

yeepeeeeeee~!

一个人过冬至

话咁快2009就结束啦..

真系好鬼快啊今年

今年冬至真系特别..

竟然要响印度过..

仲要系一个人过..

系拎住书过嗰种..

不过都有另一番滋味..

就是无汤圆的滋味

人往往要系无法拥有既时候

先会霎那领悟

懂得珍惜.

不过讲明先

我一路黎都好爱我屋企人噶! xD

唔知丑

祝大家冬至快乐!

可以返屋企既记得要珍惜

因为以后忙住返工嗰阵

要一起坐低已经好难啦~

My family:好挂住你地 T_____T

记得留住D汤圆俾我!!

XD

I Hate This Part Right Here.

Afterall..

thr's only 1 conclusion..

*Batch 2_ sucks*

But actually can't be blamed to be self-centred

la..cz..

who doesn't

but then I mean..

Eh c'mon la

Whn Im reli facing a prob and

UR the 1 who can help me w the problem

but ur NOT saying a word and act lik thrs nth happening..

FUCK YOU.BITCH.

And its even harder to find a confider

cz every1 is like super-superficial here.

especially this

batch.wat the hell is wrong w this batch la???

U won't know at which milisecond ur secret wil b revealed to EVRYONE here.

Wna seek a true friend in uni?

LMAO.

k la mayb few.

urgh.

Fucking pissed now.

Bye

SO in the christmas mood

不如不见

头沾湿无可避免
伦敦总依恋雨点
乘早机忍耐着呵欠
完全为见你一面
寻得到尘封小店
回不到相恋那天
灵气大概早被污染
谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现
中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸只有怀念
不懂怎去再聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟
不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年忽已明白
即使再见面
成熟地表演
不如不见

歌词真系一绝

ERN:TRIP CANCELLED

And wtf i SLEPT OVER the test...TwT

@#$^&*(*&^%$#@$%^&^%#

Test was at 7.50am LH and brilliant me studied til 4am the nite before.

And only managed to fall aslp ard 5am..

I was dreaming halfway and sorta noticed IN MY DREAM

''yee..why am i slpin so long time ar..''

Thn ni wake up look at the clock it was 8.32am

=.=''

Leng zai this time.

Aiks at least I stil went for dissection class at 9am k!xD

(AS IF no1 needs to go)

KENA BIRD SHIT IN FRT OF CBS. TwT

(careful ppl not to stand in front of cbs == the area outta the shelter)

haihz wat a day.

Ehhhh at least i nvr missed a class today okayyyy.

Sumore stayed in class during break to revise for PBL..

(stupid pbl)

But afterall it was VENKAT so studied in a lepak mood. hehe

thanks to sheri n vidya for revising w me=]

Ahh now we know the use of the double-size-big-black-board

in frt of the class x]

why the hell facial nerve goes out and turns bk into the ear la?ish

PBL was okay today.

i kena the 1st LO!

hak sei.

Was clarifying some doubts w christ during sum1 else's presentation

and he answered my ques instead of listenin to the person in frt.

I was like

'whoa he was listening to me xD'

Thn after the presentation,outside of the conference room,in frt of his room

he asked me why nvr attend the and i said ''I oversleptttt''

XD tot he would marah or wtv but thn he asked me to do better in the 3rd test

blablabla

lazy to type d.

K lar.

Wna nap ~~~~~

OH YA!

basically the whole story has got nth to do w the topic

lazy wna thk for the topic lar.

study auditory tube and external acoustic meatus til chi sin jor.

ern:I'm not goin ad!happy?

Im sure u are=]

U know wat i mean.

muacks

nitez.

*lights off.

oops.

stil daytime la auntie xD

ciaoz

KNS wisdom tooth

Goin for tooth extraction tmr 9.30am

T_T

2 teeth at a time.

7days after cabut another 2 on the other side.

T__T

And Im havin PBL anat presentation on thursday.

AND anatomy 2nd class test.ON THE SAME DAY!(=.=)''

Gimme a break.

T____T

So..only 1 word..

K------N------S------!

Why la only when im hvin all the presentations n tests.

T_______T

Tmr gta skip dissection class..

urgh dno how m i gna catch up w the syllabus back..

i want venkat back !!!

he's the best anatomy lecturer Ive ever seen.

so freakin hot sumore. ehehehe~

Haiz gna buy tics to s'pore sumore..on christmas!!!

ssshhhhh..

i know im nuts.oops

but..cant help it XD

woohoo..

sacrificed my international wallet SOBsss

for him*!!!

(Im worried about him..Sth happened which cant b told here..)

Eh but ur most welcome IF u plan to get me 1 ngekngek~

damn it..

hopefully its worth it lar.

ciaoz.

ern,

DUN TEL MOM.

T_____________________T

Argh...

stupid toothache is killin' me (muka sudah bengkak)

keepin my reticular formation under activated state at THIS hour

or simply awake

but not being able to study T^T

Pathetic betul.

Wat to do at 3.30am in manipal?

Dis sucks..

Neither could sleep nor study.

T___T

HHHHEEEEEELLLLLLLPPPPPPPP~~~~

Shld i cabut or let it be arrrr

SHITzzz.

UNIs in 2months time.(F***!!!!!!)

All I Want For Christmas..

I jz wish I could fly thr like N-O-W.

Today.

This hour.

This minute.

This second.

This freaking-me-out moment.

Do you feel how Im feeling now?!

Do you?!Do you?!

No YOU DON'T.

Can't imagine how desperate I can be I could do irrational stuffsirregardless

of the consequences.

That's me.

Love taking risks and acting crazieee XD

Can't help.

Urgh GOD grant me wings so could I find my love.

or WTF turn the time around and erase all the memories I had w him!

FORGETTING ..always easier said than done.

Nite.

And NO I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE.

Yea all of a sudden i realise im starting to LOVE the life over here..xD

yea.ALL OF A SUDDEN.

Guess evrythg would be PERFECT if there were malls here..

and not to forget McD :)

but sometimes 美中不足 is also 1 kinda perfection aint it x]

Some snapshots taken during the 12th college day.

Not much time for bloggin.

Gta catch up my syllabus!

Ciaoz~

Missing evry1. hoho~

See You There :)

Pissed OFF.

You know what,

FUCK YOU BASTARD.

My study mood kena ruined.tmr PBL =.=''

FUCK IT!!!

If You See Him

若你碰到了 替我问候他

告诉他我过的很美满

已忘记他 已把泪水全部擦干

若你碰到了 替我问候他

祝福他和他的另一半

不在乎他 不再爱 也不再等待

就这样吧 若你碰到他。

到了理智的年龄，也很难再去爱了。

就只有在回忆里回味那曾经拥有..那轰轰烈烈的爱情。

67 days to UNIs.
Times flies man..
Couldnt even reli appreciate the current moment and now we're towards the end of Year 1.
Too much feelings being jumbled up together I can't explain in words.

Can't be denied a medical student's life is reli 犯贱

(It's a fact indeed.)

ahem..

TOP 9 REASONS WHY I WANNA BECOME A DOCTOR:

1.I hate to sleep.
2.I failed in maths.
3.I like to stay in school forever.
4.Nobody can read my handwriting.
5.I wanna have permanent black eyes.(so not!)

6.I've enjoyed my life enough I think.(SWT BIG TIME..)

7.I can't live WITHOUT tension.(hell no..)

8.I wanna pay for my sins.(WTF)

9.** I don't wanna get married BEFORE 30.(妈的..)
-------->resource: frm a random forward text msg.
Gta admit being a medical student is truely a miserable kinda fact.
NEVERTHELESS...

we stil have lives here la..XD (like so proud nia)

hope we'll get paid for our sacrifices.

At the end of our 5th year;at the beginning of our own REAL LIFE. xD

BUCK UP BATCH 24 MMMC.XOXO

love u all.

I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH.

mommy~~~~ T^T

幼稚的自以为是。

有时候我真的很想问:'' 拜托你能不能用下脑才把话说出口叻?''
不一定你懂什么就要说出来,而往往懂最多的人都是说最少话的.

我看说了几百万次也听不明.

怪你太自信.

还有，固执/太有主观并不代表是一件好事。

懂不?

不太方便说太多.

系咁啦.

^_^ hisashiburida neh~

Hello.It's been too long..LOL.
Way too many things happened but i jz couldnt find time to post'em up.
Lz nite found out im havin taeniasis..fuck those worms =.=
so ended up lyin on bed surfing the net whole day..waitin for my stool to getta my rectum xD
u wont blif how hard it is for me to type in english cz i barely speak languages other than mandarin here..*sob

even my cantonese speakin gone bad!
Cant help it cz we'r stuffed w hundreds of new medical terms .EVRYDAY.
(ahem,even thou it's in english..IT'S NOT ENGLISH.)
70 days to UNIs.

K lar..gta take my shower.

Off to Bread of Life.the church.
for christmas celebration.
Hell yeah,in India. LOL.

I'm so gna update ma blog whn im back HOME damn it!!!

sucks like shitss.

Having blocks next week!!

wish me luck babes XD

batch 24 buck up~!

here i come malaysia!!!!

i feel like eatin up the whole seremban~~~

miss u all over thr!!!

and ipoh~kelate~jb..!!!!

practically duno wat im crappin bout..

too excited la!!

8 more days!!

XDDDDD

p/s: i feel like kissin my mom with my super macrostomia mouth =D

MISS U MOMMYYY

GO WATCH IT PEEPS!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cINkNMLxwqI

4 in the morning.

whr is my 周公 T____T

I NEED U GUYS damn it

who can tell me what to do.

any1..

tell me how to handle my life..

tell me how to manage my feelings..

(it jz aint going away)

tell me how to be constantly rational..

tell me how to concentrate on which i shld hv focused on..

tell me wat i reli want..

tell me doin medic is right or wrong..

tell me how to forget the past..

(and how the hell i could forget my past?)

tell me how to judge a person..

tell me how to judge him..

tell me how the hell to forget him!

tell me who the hell i can refer to!

tell me u guys are with me all the while..

i cant..

i cant bear it anymore..

i cant hide my feelings..

i cant let go..

i cant handle it all by myself..

i cant stand alone..

i cant help it..

i cant thk..

i cant concentrate..

tell me wat to do..

someone??

anyone??

HELP ME.

i hv no idea how long i can stand with all dis shits in my life

我不知道原来做人降难。

screw biochemistry and anatomy tests.

晴天^^

‘你不觉得做朋友很好吗?现在这样,那就永远不会分手了。’...

WTF..???!!!!!*&^%$@#$@*&%@!T@*#

想想下..也不是没有他的道理的..

虽然心里还是觉得毕竟这还是他逃避的其中一种方法..

(还是没有变的他)

如果这样两方都比较好过,

那..就算了吧。

我接受。

如果是命中注定，哪怕还要再等5年?

可是很奇怪，

当我想通他说的这句话时，

自然而然，我懂

我们很难会再在回一起了。

除非

意志还能坚定到5年后吧^^

难咯。

过后第2天晚上，有个醉酒鬼..=.=''

还真吓倒了我

从马来西亚打来~

RM25 就在..er..1小时内没了。

wah

想当初我和他同校是话都没两句的呢。

(ah yan 不要吃醋哦~~)bwahaha

可是接到他的电话还真的挺兴奋的..

毕竟对他有过好感嘛!!heh..

三八==''

年纪比我小，可是思想比我成熟。

爱!!

哎……

心想：世界上还有很多好男人的~还那么固执干嘛..=.=

（终于等到这一刻了对不对longlong!!XD)

会等到的吧..~~who knows..

我要的晴天。。

终于到来咯~~!^^

背景音乐：晴天by 周杰伦

突然间好想家~

ohh btw..

local enrollments were announced on 19th june..(am i right?XD)

wahhhh

i kena

SAINS KOGNITIF , UNIMAS

XD

wat the heck..

tak tau apa itu langsung~

hui yi kena komputer sains UNIMAS

li ling sistem rangakaian sth sth~

edwin kena audiology UKM XD

..

and my f6 buddies~

no matter wat..move on~!

strive for ur dreams.dun giv up.

long long .support u~!muax

haih.

evry1 wil b leaving seremban ad T___T

~~~*空虚*~~~

glad that evrythg is over now..!^^

New 'uncle' for abdominal section XD

你是爱我的

往前看。

不要奢望能后退了。

可是..毕竟..我也只是想找另一条路，让我走到同样，那个地点。

‘时间在流逝，人的心情也会随着时间改变..’

一年半了，18 个月了!..

这么久以来，你都在干嘛?..干嘛还是老样子???

年纪不小了,怎么思想久不能成熟点,勇敢一点点?..

那么久了，我要的，也只是要我们一起，重新走回那里。就这样而已...

因为有始到终，我还相信你。深深爱着你

孤军作战，很难。很难。

一年半了，我也撑了一年半了。

你怎么就是想不通呢??

你要想的是什么

有无顾及到我的感受?..我的痛苦?..

没有。一丁点都没有。

没有任何人能比你本事去逃避，除了这个，你也什么都不会了。

你就只会徘徊在问题里，为什么不尝试去和我一起面对?..

你害怕的是什么

我还在等吖...

朋友说得对，

‘有时候，就是不能纵容自己的感觉..’

或许一路来，我太宠自己了..把自己搞得伤痕磊磊的..

醒。

我一定会醒。

我已经醒了。

只是..

这该死的感觉，就是会在不对的时候，浮出来。

控制。 不能。

学着去压抑情绪。

我还是想说：我依然最爱你。

哪知有一天，我想要的结局终于会发生。

我要相信你是爱我的

弟，你醒下吧。

给我一万个理由，都比沉默还温柔

不要躲了。

我会静静的等。

若无其事地等。

最后才明白。

i dun like it here!!T_T

我要我们重新开始。

没有你的声音我真的睡不着。

And im hvin anatomy test tmr =.=''

mood damn good XD

stupid subway salad cost me 260rupees!



boleh tengok itu worms?XD

orange shirt-edwin,and antony bside

hardeeps hand n hui yi's

mahe library

HOLIDAYS~~!! ^^ 30th Apr - 3rd May

3oth apr was a holiday here thk bcz thrs some election going on.

1st May Labour Day la..

and since 3rd May is Sunday..and india has some sorta Sandwich Holiday Rule--which means da day lies in between 2 days which are also holidays, wil bcome holiday as well!!!ngekngek syiok gila..

at least sum time for us to rest la...b4 dat i thk da 7 of us would hv been shouting within ourselves..--GIVE US A BREAK LA?!!!!damn can u imagine us finishin 1 block in 6 weeks instead of 10???CRAZYYYYY..

mom...2 weeks later wil b our block test ad!!!!!omggg cant wait to go bk HOME T___T

despite of the holidays the N7 SERIES stil had the PBL presentation (anat-footdrop) goin on this morning..AND THE TUTOR WAS VK XDDD

evry1 was tensed up..hui yi n li ling were in my room til 2++am..

morning woke up hafal together oso..wat nerve cause wat movement la..wat muscles supplied by the nerve la..which was the ANTERIOR AND LATERAL COMPARTMENT OF THE LEG SUPPLIED BY COMMON PERONEAL NERVE.

man i got chosen to present da lateral compartment of the leg..all fucked up!!!!!

''the peroneus longus gives out 4 tendons which attach to the 4 lateral toes..$%^&^%$ XDD''

gues those who knows sure laughin haf dead la..=.=''forever wil rmb la..

but wat was unexpected was..vk said our presentation was quite good.. RELI OMG O.o''

damn happy leh..and wat was reli funny was that he said wat he wants is da skill we present instead of blastin out da facts to show how much u know.and he said edwin's presentation was the best cz he knows how to speak well thou HE STUDIES THE LEAST ..BWAhahahahahah omg whole grp burst out laughin!!!XDDDDDDDDDDhehe and he blushed lolxx face damn red.

cz he oni did da introduction part..haha INTRO oni leh..!damn

b4 the presentation we had a meeting at coffee day,a cafe at the MAHE library.

din reli discuss alot..in fact watchin edwin n antony playin WORMs..(dun reli know wat game it is..)the game was team N7 SERIES vs LECTURERS ..haha they put our name on each worm,and 7 other lecturers name on the other worms..BWAHAHAHHAH damn funny! kc left early, the other 6 of us stayed at da cafe..WATCHIN THE 2 GUYS PLAYIN WORMS.and condition was like watchin football shoutin here shoutin thr laughters of course^^ and the whole game was about dis worm's turn to attack the other worm.eg hardeep using a firegun to shoot dr.barathi.but the 14 worms were sorta near to each other so da near ones would kena oso.once edwin wanted to shoot but ended up da fire dropped on his own(i mean his name) LOL LAUGHED LIKE HELL..its reli stupid la..HAHA but dats our only entertainment here heh~was quite fun watchin da whole game~love N7 series!oh ya..n hardeep was da winner heh!

nx week wil b hvin 2nd anat test and physio SDL test..and biochem PBL presentation!

week after next..biochem class test and 3rd anat test..CHI SIN!!!!=.=''

thn the followin week..BLOCK TEST..wat else best to describe other thn INSANITY*&^&#$%^*&

wish me luck lar..btw 2day moods quite good..thx to VK..hehe buck up ppl!!

called grdma 2day..happie~^^

India time: 7.05pm

owh...btw happy birthday lao ban!!!

MY NUMBER

DEI

MY NUMBER

+919980784570

CAL / TEXT ME...

OR ILL SMACK U GUYS WHN I GET BK TO MSIA!!!!!

miss u guys T^T

LONELY

IM ALONE.

I MISS U ALL..

LIKE WTFFFFFFFFF!

T_T

THIS IS WAT I ALLOW MYSF TO POST ><

the brachial plexus contents nerves frm C5 to T1.

C5 n C6 combine to form the superior trunk.

C7 alone continue as the middle trunk.

C8 n T1 combine to form inferior trunk.

evry trunk divides into 2 divisions which is the anterior n posterior divisions.

the posterior division of evry trunk combine to form the POSTERIOR CORD .

the anterior division of the superior and middle trunk combine to form the LATERAL CORD.

the anterior division of the inferior trunk alone continues as the MEDIAL CORD.

3 nerves branches out frm LATERAL cord,4 from MEDIAL cord,and 5 frm POSTERIOR cord.

lateral:lateral pectoral nerve,musculocutaneaous nerve and lateral root of median nerve.

medial:medial root of median nerve,medial pectoral nerve,medial brachial cutaneous n,medial antebrachial cutaneous nerve.

posterior:upper subscapular nerve,lower subscapular nerve,thoracodorsal nerve,radial nerve,axillary nerve.

**real branches of superior trunk: SUPRASCAPULAR NERVE AND SUBCLAVIUS NERVE!!

ahem..this was wat i learnt in 30 minutes..dis kinda speed hello!!and imagine its frm 8-5..#$%^&*^%$%^&..!!swt..intensive class' exploding ppl's brain cells la..and the class ad like 1 week ad..

in 1 week da 7 of us learnt 1 mth's stuff..in 1 week!!!!!AAAAAAAAA~~~!!!

== 8am to 5pm whole week and classes even on weekends..

2 days later we startin on lower limb (legs) ad..feel like dying now..

ooww and the BRACHIAL PLEXUS i typed is jz da nerve part of the upper limb...

u see la??? whr got time to bloggin???!!!!wtf..

frens,miss u guys alot...spi gang..puteri buddies.....!!!sobs

and my family..!!!!ipoh perak n9 kelantan etc miss u all!!!!!

cant wait to go bk to msia!!!!!!!!!!!T____T

3RDDDDDDDDDDD

IT'S 3RD PPL...3RD..

FRIDAY

2155

KLIA

ARGHHHHH LUGGAGE OVERLOADEDD!!!!!!

>.<''

IM LEAVING

To INDIA.

4th APRIL 2009.

9.55PM.

MANIPAL UNIVERSITY.

bye lor ppl...~

SEI PK~(FRM MOU MOU)

OMG.....

WCH ASKED ME OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!XD

DAMN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~~~~

RSMU

ANYBODY HAS ANY OPINIONS ABOUT


RUSSIAN STATE MEDICAL UNIVERSITY?????

commentssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~~

come to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~XD

~~damn bored la mid valley..am bloggin in mid valley??!!!!~~shitz

read this!!!!!!stpm leaverssss =]

LILLIAN TOO'S WORDS FOR US:

SNAKE'S MONTHLY HOROSCOPE
MARCH 6TH-APRIL 4TH 09

EDUCATION
drop your stubborn streak and listen to advice given to you.

Although you may not use all of it,

at least have it as an option.

Your judgement is a little off,

so outside opinions will go far in helping you

make the right decision this months.

hope this wil somehow help you guys while contemplating^^
best of luck my frens..


MISS SPI FUKIN MUCH.

10th March 2009

And it suckkkkkkks..... Got 1A 1B+ 2B for STPM..
basically dun reli know how do i reli feel for it..at 1st thought i would hv failed my chemistry or could just get a C????duno la..sumore math paper oni did like half of the paper..reli didnt expect mysf to get B for both papers..XD ---->happy larrrr......

however i kinda failed my mom.
#$%^&* dad is in Ho Chi Minh now playin golf w his fellow frens,leavin mom here gettin so stressed cz of me n my bro(spm results cumin out this thurs@@).
she msged dad said SHE WAS DISAPPOINTED!god..wat does she expect so much frm me la????!!!!!

sumore alr know that i dun reli giv a damn bout f6..aiksss
she said i sorta condemn da gods dats y i got this type of results....==''
---i said no whn she asked me to pray to kuan yin b4 goin to sch..but i was like,refused to pray cz prayin lz minute(lin shi bao fo jiao) wil kinda make thgs worst..cz we dun worship thm constantly ma..thn sdnly like wan me to pray..?u get wat i mean?????

CGPA 3.33..aww cant get into IMU..FREAKIN UPSET MAN..cried like 3,4 times???so now plannin to flee over to india manipal...~gawd knows my future..
**yan teng got 4 flat!!!!lols im reli proud of her la..criesT^T gan dong neh..

one thg i reli wna write down was dat my ngong gui cousin brother from ipoh..called me.....and comforted me whey...lolx love him alot la....XD

wth im reli not used to bloggin in eng lar..crap..

i wan GAP JACKET!!!!!!

btw..i wna thank my mom here....she loves me like no1 else..

I LOVE MY MOM W MY LIFEEEE~~~~~~~MUAXXXXXXXXXXXXX

ta..==

sook ee hv faith in you~jia you!
frens....love y'all!!!!muaxxx
hope v stil keep in touch regardless of distance lar..~
miss u guys..

另有玄机。

终于，勇敢地我面对了。
也因此，
我崩溃了。
心好疼。疼。
血根本交换不到氧气，呼吸不能。
抽着抽着地疼。
这次可真的哭惨了。
想死。
妈的枕头都是咸的。

''明天STPM成绩就出啦!好紧张.......很想告诉你....不知道你还记得答应过我的事吗?
如果我能读上医科，你就会出来见我一面。把这事告诉朋友，他说这更显得你没用。靠女人。？？？不知道耶，我一直徘徊在他的话里。
是因为他是男人？还是我失败到此刻我都不能了解你？

我在怀念着。
两年前的今天，我们待在你家，玩牌。
好幸福。
好峰回路转。
两年后，我在一厢情愿地期望。
乱。
我不知道。
我只知道，就算考上医科了，就算毕业了！
我所说的那一天，也没能让我等到吧对不？
懦弱的你总是我的最爱？

再见了。永远也不会见。
保佑我考上医科吧。明天告诉你'' SENT 4.44am




就如平常。豪无回应。他。
碎。碎到谷底。
终于来个了断。终于不浪费时间，望你会回头看我一眼。
未来还在等着我呢。
只是，
不敢保证以后不写你的诗。^^
多谢谢幸儿。TMD

MY IMMORTAL

thrs jz too much dat time cannot erase.

cause ur presence still lingers here.

was on da way bk frm ipoh.

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

i wont give up.im stil tryin..for all these months.for my life.

FOREVER.

p/s: sry la ppl din mean to write such sad thgs oso~but wil bcum freakin emo whn night comes.and i blog at nite@@

btw..GOD BLESS STPM STUDENTSSSSSSSS!

灭。

夜深人静，又是一个念人的佳时。
再过两星期成绩就出炉了，又是我人生的一大转换点。

就有那么一霎那，想着若能于新加坡续学，那么接下来会发生么事呢?
抑或说..................那该有多好？

可能看过太多藤井树的书吧，期望那一天...
是会让我等到的。

自这几个月来，入夜就会情绪化起来，尤其一踏入睡房，
仿佛一断断的回忆,,,,,,,就会毫无保留地向我冲着来。

看见床边粉红色猪猪，其实根本没胆正视它；
看见他送我的四方灯，看见他送我时那时对我许下的承诺；

看见.................................. 他。

他呆在我房里的每时每刻，每分每秒，不断在脑海里自导自演著。

他的热诚;
他的温柔;
他的眼神;
他的呼吸声;
他身体的温度;
他那顿时让我感觉，我拥有幸福的错觉;
错觉。
灰飞烟灭。

灭。