4 in the morning.

whr is my 周公 T____T

I NEED U GUYS damn it

who can tell me what to do.

any1..

tell me how to handle my life..

tell me how to manage my feelings..

(it jz aint going away)

tell me how to be constantly rational..

tell me how to concentrate on which i shld hv focused on..

tell me wat i reli want..

tell me doin medic is right or wrong..

tell me how to forget the past..

(and how the hell i could forget my past?)

tell me how to judge a person..

tell me how to judge him..

tell me how the hell to forget him!

tell me who the hell i can refer to!

tell me u guys are with me all the while..

i cant..

i cant bear it anymore..

i cant hide my feelings..

i cant let go..

i cant handle it all by myself..

i cant stand alone..

i cant help it..

i cant thk..

i cant concentrate..

tell me wat to do..

someone??

anyone??

HELP ME.

i hv no idea how long i can stand with all dis shits in my life

我不知道原来做人降难。

screw biochemistry and anatomy tests.

晴天^^

‘你不觉得做朋友很好吗?现在这样,那就永远不会分手了。’...

WTF..???!!!!!*&^%$@#$@*&%@!T@*#

想想下..也不是没有他的道理的..

虽然心里还是觉得毕竟这还是他逃避的其中一种方法..

(还是没有变的他)

如果这样两方都比较好过,

那..就算了吧。

我接受。

如果是命中注定，哪怕还要再等5年?

可是很奇怪，

当我想通他说的这句话时，

自然而然，我懂

我们很难会再在回一起了。

除非

意志还能坚定到5年后吧^^

难咯。

过后第2天晚上，有个醉酒鬼..=.=''

还真吓倒了我

从马来西亚打来~

RM25 就在..er..1小时内没了。

wah

想当初我和他同校是话都没两句的呢。

(ah yan 不要吃醋哦~~)bwahaha

可是接到他的电话还真的挺兴奋的..

毕竟对他有过好感嘛!!heh..

三八==''

年纪比我小，可是思想比我成熟。

爱!!

哎……

心想：世界上还有很多好男人的~还那么固执干嘛..=.=

（终于等到这一刻了对不对longlong!!XD)

会等到的吧..~~who knows..

我要的晴天。。

终于到来咯~~!^^

背景音乐：晴天by 周杰伦

突然间好想家~

ohh btw..

local enrollments were announced on 19th june..(am i right?XD)

wahhhh

i kena

SAINS KOGNITIF , UNIMAS

XD

wat the heck..

tak tau apa itu langsung~

hui yi kena komputer sains UNIMAS

li ling sistem rangakaian sth sth~

edwin kena audiology UKM XD

..

and my f6 buddies~

no matter wat..move on~!

strive for ur dreams.dun giv up.

long long .support u~!muax

haih.

evry1 wil b leaving seremban ad T___T

~~~*空虚*~~~

glad that evrythg is over now..!^^

New 'uncle' for abdominal section XD

你是爱我的

往前看。

不要奢望能后退了。

可是..毕竟..我也只是想找另一条路，让我走到同样，那个地点。

‘时间在流逝，人的心情也会随着时间改变..’

一年半了，18 个月了!..

这么久以来，你都在干嘛?..干嘛还是老样子???

年纪不小了,怎么思想久不能成熟点,勇敢一点点?..

那么久了，我要的，也只是要我们一起，重新走回那里。就这样而已...

因为有始到终，我还相信你。深深爱着你

孤军作战，很难。很难。

一年半了，我也撑了一年半了。

你怎么就是想不通呢??

你要想的是什么

有无顾及到我的感受?..我的痛苦?..

没有。一丁点都没有。

没有任何人能比你本事去逃避，除了这个，你也什么都不会了。

你就只会徘徊在问题里，为什么不尝试去和我一起面对?..

你害怕的是什么

我还在等吖...

朋友说得对，

‘有时候，就是不能纵容自己的感觉..’

或许一路来，我太宠自己了..把自己搞得伤痕磊磊的..

醒。

我一定会醒。

我已经醒了。

只是..

这该死的感觉，就是会在不对的时候，浮出来。

控制。 不能。

学着去压抑情绪。

我还是想说：我依然最爱你。

哪知有一天，我想要的结局终于会发生。

我要相信你是爱我的

弟，你醒下吧。

给我一万个理由，都比沉默还温柔

不要躲了。

我会静静的等。

若无其事地等。

最后才明白。

i dun like it here!!T_T

我要我们重新开始。

没有你的声音我真的睡不着。

And im hvin anatomy test tmr =.=''

mood damn good XD

stupid subway salad cost me 260rupees!



boleh tengok itu worms?XD

orange shirt-edwin,and antony bside

hardeeps hand n hui yi's

mahe library

HOLIDAYS~~!! ^^ 30th Apr - 3rd May

3oth apr was a holiday here thk bcz thrs some election going on.

1st May Labour Day la..

and since 3rd May is Sunday..and india has some sorta Sandwich Holiday Rule--which means da day lies in between 2 days which are also holidays, wil bcome holiday as well!!!ngekngek syiok gila..

at least sum time for us to rest la...b4 dat i thk da 7 of us would hv been shouting within ourselves..--GIVE US A BREAK LA?!!!!damn can u imagine us finishin 1 block in 6 weeks instead of 10???CRAZYYYYY..

mom...2 weeks later wil b our block test ad!!!!!omggg cant wait to go bk HOME T___T

despite of the holidays the N7 SERIES stil had the PBL presentation (anat-footdrop) goin on this morning..AND THE TUTOR WAS VK XDDD

evry1 was tensed up..hui yi n li ling were in my room til 2++am..

morning woke up hafal together oso..wat nerve cause wat movement la..wat muscles supplied by the nerve la..which was the ANTERIOR AND LATERAL COMPARTMENT OF THE LEG SUPPLIED BY COMMON PERONEAL NERVE.

man i got chosen to present da lateral compartment of the leg..all fucked up!!!!!

''the peroneus longus gives out 4 tendons which attach to the 4 lateral toes..$%^&^%$ XDD''

gues those who knows sure laughin haf dead la..=.=''forever wil rmb la..

but wat was unexpected was..vk said our presentation was quite good.. RELI OMG O.o''

damn happy leh..and wat was reli funny was that he said wat he wants is da skill we present instead of blastin out da facts to show how much u know.and he said edwin's presentation was the best cz he knows how to speak well thou HE STUDIES THE LEAST ..BWAhahahahahah omg whole grp burst out laughin!!!XDDDDDDDDDDhehe and he blushed lolxx face damn red.

cz he oni did da introduction part..haha INTRO oni leh..!damn

b4 the presentation we had a meeting at coffee day,a cafe at the MAHE library.

din reli discuss alot..in fact watchin edwin n antony playin WORMs..(dun reli know wat game it is..)the game was team N7 SERIES vs LECTURERS ..haha they put our name on each worm,and 7 other lecturers name on the other worms..BWAHAHAHHAH damn funny! kc left early, the other 6 of us stayed at da cafe..WATCHIN THE 2 GUYS PLAYIN WORMS.and condition was like watchin football shoutin here shoutin thr laughters of course^^ and the whole game was about dis worm's turn to attack the other worm.eg hardeep using a firegun to shoot dr.barathi.but the 14 worms were sorta near to each other so da near ones would kena oso.once edwin wanted to shoot but ended up da fire dropped on his own(i mean his name) LOL LAUGHED LIKE HELL..its reli stupid la..HAHA but dats our only entertainment here heh~was quite fun watchin da whole game~love N7 series!oh ya..n hardeep was da winner heh!

nx week wil b hvin 2nd anat test and physio SDL test..and biochem PBL presentation!

week after next..biochem class test and 3rd anat test..CHI SIN!!!!=.=''

thn the followin week..BLOCK TEST..wat else best to describe other thn INSANITY*&^&#$%^*&

wish me luck lar..btw 2day moods quite good..thx to VK..hehe buck up ppl!!

called grdma 2day..happie~^^

India time: 7.05pm

owh...btw happy birthday lao ban!!!

MY NUMBER

DEI

MY NUMBER

+919980784570

CAL / TEXT ME...

OR ILL SMACK U GUYS WHN I GET BK TO MSIA!!!!!

miss u guys T^T

LONELY

IM ALONE.

I MISS U ALL..

LIKE WTFFFFFFFFF!

T_T

THIS IS WAT I ALLOW MYSF TO POST ><

the brachial plexus contents nerves frm C5 to T1.

C5 n C6 combine to form the superior trunk.

C7 alone continue as the middle trunk.

C8 n T1 combine to form inferior trunk.

evry trunk divides into 2 divisions which is the anterior n posterior divisions.

the posterior division of evry trunk combine to form the POSTERIOR CORD .

the anterior division of the superior and middle trunk combine to form the LATERAL CORD.

the anterior division of the inferior trunk alone continues as the MEDIAL CORD.

3 nerves branches out frm LATERAL cord,4 from MEDIAL cord,and 5 frm POSTERIOR cord.

lateral:lateral pectoral nerve,musculocutaneaous nerve and lateral root of median nerve.

medial:medial root of median nerve,medial pectoral nerve,medial brachial cutaneous n,medial antebrachial cutaneous nerve.

posterior:upper subscapular nerve,lower subscapular nerve,thoracodorsal nerve,radial nerve,axillary nerve.

**real branches of superior trunk: SUPRASCAPULAR NERVE AND SUBCLAVIUS NERVE!!

ahem..this was wat i learnt in 30 minutes..dis kinda speed hello!!and imagine its frm 8-5..#$%^&*^%$%^&..!!swt..intensive class' exploding ppl's brain cells la..and the class ad like 1 week ad..

in 1 week da 7 of us learnt 1 mth's stuff..in 1 week!!!!!AAAAAAAAA~~~!!!

== 8am to 5pm whole week and classes even on weekends..

2 days later we startin on lower limb (legs) ad..feel like dying now..

ooww and the BRACHIAL PLEXUS i typed is jz da nerve part of the upper limb...

u see la??? whr got time to bloggin???!!!!wtf..

frens,miss u guys alot...spi gang..puteri buddies.....!!!sobs

and my family..!!!!ipoh perak n9 kelantan etc miss u all!!!!!

cant wait to go bk to msia!!!!!!!!!!!T____T

3RDDDDDDDDDDD

IT'S 3RD PPL...3RD..

FRIDAY

2155

KLIA

ARGHHHHH LUGGAGE OVERLOADEDD!!!!!!

>.<''

IM LEAVING

To INDIA.

4th APRIL 2009.

9.55PM.

MANIPAL UNIVERSITY.

bye lor ppl...~

SEI PK~(FRM MOU MOU)

OMG.....

WCH ASKED ME OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!XD

DAMN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~~~~

RSMU

ANYBODY HAS ANY OPINIONS ABOUT


RUSSIAN STATE MEDICAL UNIVERSITY?????

commentssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~~

come to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~XD

~~damn bored la mid valley..am bloggin in mid valley??!!!!~~shitz

read this!!!!!!stpm leaverssss =]

LILLIAN TOO'S WORDS FOR US:

SNAKE'S MONTHLY HOROSCOPE
MARCH 6TH-APRIL 4TH 09

EDUCATION
drop your stubborn streak and listen to advice given to you.

Although you may not use all of it,

at least have it as an option.

Your judgement is a little off,

so outside opinions will go far in helping you

make the right decision this months.

hope this wil somehow help you guys while contemplating^^
best of luck my frens..


MISS SPI FUKIN MUCH.